Friday, March 23, 2007


This blog entry written when I was feeling very pissed.. Have you ever felt reali pissed that you wanted to cry?? Or maybe you not the crying type of person... Haiya... Ok.. I am a crybaby.. I cry when I am sad, when I am angry, when I am stressed.. Bottom line... I like to get it out of my system...

I DO NOT like it when people take me for granted.. No SERIEEE... I hate it.. ANd what I cannot stand is UNFAIRNESS!!! reli reli UNFAIRNESS.... and seriously, I do not feel that I am being treated fairly... But perhaps it is all PERCEPTION? that I do not get the same treatment becos she thinks I can handle it? I dunno.. Or maybe I am just too idealistic lah thinking that I should receive what everyone else does..

Just feeling very very very tired rite now.. Haven been reli productive.. But it is alright.. We all have our moments.. Goin to give myself time to just goof off..

Was just listening to Madonna's song.. Frozen.. love this part of the lyrics:
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
You're frozen when your heart's not open
You're so concerned with how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken when your heart's not open
Maybe I am rite now only seeing what I wanna see... AND>>>>> I am learning that Life cannot be EXACTLY how I want it to be..

I guess it is just hard that I do not get support at home.. Dun reli want to discuss issues at home cos Mum tends to minimise it.. I know it is her way of supporting me.. But seriously, at this point in time, I do not need support in that nature.. I want someone to sayang sayang me..

Whatever it is.. I am pissed.. I hate feeling Like I am treated for granted!

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